I decided to begin using Blogspot again after encountering a picture on my Tumblr dashboard that is currently making me feel so terrified. I am the type of person who can never watch a scary movie because I will be scarred forever. It's been over three hours and my roommates have gone home for break so I locked myself in my room with heavy boxes behind the door, paranoid like no other. I don't plan on sleeping tonight...

So I opened this spa therapy thing that stretches cramped toes and revitalizes tired feet to keep my mind busy. The "Deluxe Pampered Toes" is stretching my toes, especially the injured ones. Because my left pinky toe is quite uncomfortable at the moment, all my thoughts and worries about my foot are coming back to me. It's been over 3 years since I've gone to my surgeon to discuss the healing process of my broken foot. My metatarsals healed perfectly well, but I don't think my nerves did. Maybe that explains why I can't bend my toes anymore?

Whenever I feel pain in my left foot, melancholy takes over because the fact that I can't do anything I want without having to worry about my foot. After my recovery, I planned my activities around my foot. I couldn't wear heels and flats or even shoes with no arches.  I couldn't do activities like running or swimming. It took a little over a year until I felt ready to run again. I realized how important having two operable legs is because using crutches was difficult. What used to be a 5-10 minute walk from Middle Earth to the Bio Sci area turned into a 30-45 minute process. Since then, I tend to walk whenever I can.

Anyway enough ranting, I will try to continue blogging especially since I have two quarters until I am no longer an undergraduate student. I want to document my thoughts and memories as well as everything in between. So for now, I will paint my toenails and continue packing for the surprise festivities my friends planned for my birthday. :)